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Since TWC has not replied to my appeal application after receiving it on the 9th of this month, and the update of this work cannot be delayed all the time, so from today onwards this work will continue to be updated

In addition, I just tried to find some background material for this story, but did not succeed in retrieving some photos, and decided to give up - like a dusty altar of wine, if the fate has not arrived, do not open the altar to drink alone.

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If this society step by step into the wrong path, should one continue to stand by and watch?

"Sora, it's Haruka, I'm at the airport getting ready to leave, so I can't turn on my phone later, so I'll send you this text now"... "Hmm... Anyway, thanks for all the information you shared with me about the local community the other day"... "Well, I'm off to Texas then, I'll contact you when I arrive, you have to pay attention to eating three meals on time when you're alone in *state, no matter how busy you are, hmm, well I might be a bit talkative, so that's it I'm offline..."

After sending these messages to Kasugano Sora on his cell phone, Kasugano Haruka always had an inexplicable emotion in his heart, I don't know why, but he felt more and more that the two would go further and further apart.

... A few days later ...

Kasugano Haruka, who was afraid to violate the home confinement order for incoming passengers for fear of being located by the police on his cell phone, messaged Kasugano Sora several times again - not so much messaging as unilateral messages from Kasugano Haruka to Kasugano Sora

The content of the messages was nothing more than worrying about not being able to find a job and not knowing anything about the local society.

Gradually, Kasugano Haruka realized that Sora seemed to be getting bored with this unassertive and unhelpful value of him, and the relationship, eventually, ended with Sora unilaterally deleting their account friend relationship.

======= the end of the first part of the story ========

The second part of the story will switch the timeline, using the form of "memories" plus "plans for the future" to complete the whole story.

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由于TWC在这个月的9号收到我的上诉申请过后一直没有给我回复，而这部作品的更新不能够一直拖下去，所以从今天开始这边作品继续更新

另外，刚刚我试图为这个故事找一些它的背景材料，但是没能成功找回一些照片，于是决定作罢——就像尘封的一坛酒，若是缘分未到，就不要自己去开坛独酌。

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如果这个社会一步步地步入错误的道路，自己是否应该继续袖手旁观？

“穹，我是悠， 我已经在机场准备出境了，待会儿不能打开手机，所以就现在给你发这条短信吧”...“嗯..不管怎样，还是谢谢你前几天给我分享的那些当地社会的信息”...“嗯，那我去德州了，到达后再和你联络吧，你一个人在*州要注意三餐按时吃，再忙都是，嗯，好吧我可能有些话多了，那就这样吧我下线了..”

用手机发送完这些信息给春日野穹，春日野悠的心里面总有一股莫名其妙的情绪，不知道为啥，他却越发地觉得两个人会越走越远。

...几天后...

担心被警察用手机定位到地理位置而不敢违反入境旅客居家隔离令的春日野悠又好几次地给春日野穹互通了即时消息——与其说互通，倒不如说主要是春日野悠单方面在给春日野穹发消息

而消息的内容，也无非就是担心一直找不到工作、同时又对于本地社会一无所知。

逐渐的，春日野悠发现，穹似乎开始对这个没有主张、没有帮助价值的自己心生厌烦，而这个关系，最终也以穹单方面删除好友而结束。

=======故事的第一部分完结========

第二部分将切换时间线，采用“回忆”外加“对未来的规划”的形式来将整个故事叙述完整。

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哪些事情应该被关注；而哪些事情应该被忽略？

这篇博文的编写，其目的之一，其实是我为了给自己一些忠告，即标题里面的那个问句。

昨天，当我切那个从在我居住的这个州的大城市都有门店的一家性价比特高的贩卖便宜食品的超市买来的西瓜时，却发现它似乎被水泡过，试着吃了两口过后，我确定它变质了(一口都没法吃的那种)

但这个事件是在这家超市发生的第一次，除此之外，这家超市(企业)在这个州的另一个城市也有一次类似的事情(发臭的沙拉)发生在过我的身上

那次“变质沙拉”的事件，由我去售后服务部门退还变质食品并要求了退款而结束

但这次西瓜的这个事件(以及此类的事件)，我却不打算去要求退款：因为这类事情是第一次发生在我现在居住地附近的这家超市，所以我觉得第一次可以原谅——但

与此对应，至于不能原谅的事情，可以参考我一直以来希望讨要的那些说法(这儿我暂时不直接说破，我想对我这个博客或者说这个网络身份足够了解的人是能够明白我的主要诉求的)

当然，那次“变质沙拉”的后续：由于我当时没有在意去检查该店家店员承诺的退款是否到账，同时也没有注意保存好和退款对应的收据，而时至今日，昨天我在我银行卡的交易记录里面翻了翻，在那个日期的时间段之内没有找到相应的退款记录(当然也许是最终确定的交易扣款额少去了那份退款额,即总价有所调整)

所以，在以后我如果要求了退款，就说明我在意这件事件，并且是考虑再三了的是我认为这个社会应该在这个方面被纠正的部分，所以我需关注退款是否到账(否则，对此类事件的纵容，是对这类事件受害者的不公平)

但，就像这次一样，因为我曾经在餐馆和另外一些服务业打过工，所以我知道店家没办法保证所售物品十全十美(就像连软件开发行业里面也无法保证绝对不会出现漏洞(bug)一样)

单次的失误可以理解，而我的这份纵容，是为了反衬我的另一份不妥协：(再次引用)“与此对应，至于不能原谅的事情，可以参考我一直以来希望讨要的那些说法(这儿我暂时不直接说破，我想对我这个博客或者说这个网络身份足够了解的人是能够明白我的主要诉求的)”

因为我，是希望美国这个社会更加宽容的(价值观或者说价值认同)，但有一些事件却阻碍了我的成长——特别是，当这类事件本身就不公平的时候

所以，哪些事件应该被宽容；而哪些事件不应该原谅：这是一个关于价值观/价值认同的事情

（马虎不得)：一旦马虎，你的为人就变了

我们需要什么？

我们需要什么？

显然，是信息方面的援助

为啥不是经济方面的援助呢？

因为前者相对后者而言更有可能能够达成“非零和博弈”里面“双赢”的那种关系。而且，对提供方而言，风险也更小；对接受方而言，成本(付出/收获比)也更小。

关于介绍自己具体情况的方法(因为信息方面的援助需因人而异)详见这儿

同样，就像上一篇博文篇尾谈到的一样，与合作/奖赏、背叛/惩戒相关的措施也是需我们自己想办法解决的。

另外，作为“拿人信息替人消灾”的一方，需要牢记我们现目前处境不妙是源于我们在语言和信息方面是外来者，不是本地人——这是主要因素，所以我们相对于美国同一阶层或同一“工资/辛劳比”的人群来说，其实拥有更大的发展潜力(语言和信息方面的制约)

最后，我希望这份关系的双方都不是固定不变的：竞争上岗

——要知道，长远来看，封闭社群的发展潜力，永远不敌开放社群。

我们可以提供什么？

标题里面的“我们”，指的是初到美国的新移民(即没在美国念过书的这类人)

(注：本系列不涉及和“移民身份”有关系的话题)

这些人，普遍来说，专业技能水平参差不齐，但相对于在美国读过书的人来说，英语水平普遍偏低，然后对本地社会的了解程度相对不高

所以本文需要基于这样的条件，来进行讨论

如果用一句简单的话来描述这类人，那大概就是“(对于美国本地社会的了解)啥都不知道，然后要命的话倒是有一条”，其次，这类人的发展潜力偏高(相对于美国同一阶层或者同一“工资/辛劳比”的人群而言)

所以，买通这类人的成本相对而言偏低(和美国本地同一市场的人相比)，而且这类人还有很好的发展潜力（当他(她)们在语言和信息方面适应了本地社会过后），所以如果你需要一些为你卖命的人，这类人是个不错的选择(当然与合作/奖赏、背叛/惩戒有关的措施你得自己想办法解决)

本文只是这个系列(提供)的开篇介绍性文章，往后的更新会归类到本文的分类标签里面

在下一篇博文里面我会谈谈“我们需要什么”

我的尝试与我的过往

本文已在以下服务中有过至少一次备份，且我在以后使用此类服务时需遵循备份次数最小化原则：1、2

我曾发表于此博客的小说是我现目前可以献上的最纯洁的礼物

另外，一个人的时间分配，也就意味着这个人的热爱所向

如何统战？(一)自律篇——不拿群众一针一线

Unlimited tolerance must lead to the disappearance of  the tolerance.

无限的宽容必将导致宽容的消失

这篇博文的写作动机，来自于我对于我早期在“交友”与“团结同党”方面某个误区的思考：

也就是，在统战工作里面是否不应拿群众一针一线？换句话说，何为自律，具体如何操作？

首先，请容许俺先阐述一下俺为啥从前几周开始转变了文风：在一开始，俺计划着以一种尽可能客观、有逻辑性的笔风来编写每一篇博文，但是——俺在前段时间发现，要是每一个人都以偏向于“理性人”的思维来思考问题，那么反而会给自己这个团体的竞争对手留下一个关于“囚徒困境”的漏洞

所以，在接下来的博文里面俺打算适当地夹杂一些关于个人感情的描写：民若不畏死，何以能惧之？

好了，解释完毕，正文开始。

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自打你记事以来，你是否有那么一些时候特别希望和某人成为朋友？

当然，我这儿所指的不仅包括友情，也包括爱情，反正范围指的是在价值认同价值观方面和你有相同部分的那些人

但就像这句话所打的比方那样：爱情是关于思想的交流；革命是关于思想的战争——交流，需要双方的配合；而战争，是分输赢两方的。

所以这篇文章第一个要谈到，是关于“统战”(United Front Work)的学问

首先，俺先阐述一下俺对于“武器”或者说“技术”的看法：

A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.

(枪不杀人，人杀人)

所以，就算是和Communism有关的书籍和文献资料，也不会在美国被禁止阅读——为啥不把从敌方前线缴获的战利品(枪支)拆解开来，好生地研究一下呢？

不过，在翻遍维基百科上面关于“统战”的解释(中、英文的)，以及编程随想电子图书馆、几个编程随想曾推荐过的找书的网站、搜索引擎里的中英文搜索结果过后，却没有任何可读的干货被发现

所以这篇博文以及接下来我关于“统战”方面的尝试都只能告一段落，除非我发现了新的突破口

不知道有没有热心网友能够提供相关的书籍资料资源🙏

如何让生命变得有意义？谈谈我自己从小到大的一系列尝试

你是否品尝过希望的滋味？

也许是那漫长青春期里那次和他(她)幸运的相遇；

也许是那自在念书岁月里交到的朋友或生死兄弟；

也许是喜欢独处的自己因某次意外机缘巧合碰巧发现的自己的兴趣爱好...

这(希望)是种让人上瘾的东西。

但，你是否曾经害怕过有朝一日会丢失你自己那犹如心肝宝贝般的希望？

“患得患失”这种情形是否曾出现在过你心里面？

所以，我不妨以我自己关于这方面的亲身经历来试图抛砖引玉一把，看看“希望”这个东西，是否就那么脆弱？

不过，文贵曲而不贵直，所以这篇文章，其实是我为我这部小说所写的一篇迟到的引子。

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If a person loses hope, then what is the reason for living for that person?

Kasugano Haruka never figured out why he came to America? Was it to escape from that unfair fate? If yes, how exactly to escape, will it work?

A life of despair is always the same, the same and not worth mentioning

As if he had lost his memory, Kasugano Haruka eventually returned to his home country, Japan, leaving Kasugano Sora, who had enrolled in a community college with the intention of studying veterinary medicine, in some state in the United States.

After a few months of unpaid internship in Japan, Kasugano Haruka could not let go of his obsession with the pursuit of fairness, so he finally returned to the United States at the end of the same year (2020), unwilling to lose the money he had lost in changing and refunding his ticket to Japan.

Buy a ticket and that several times repeatedly canceled and rescheduled of course very troublesome, but the really big thing, just beginning.

(To be continued)

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如果一个人失去了希望，那么对于这个人而言，活下去的理由是什么？

春日野悠始终没有想明白自己为啥要到美国来？是为了逃避那不公平的命运吗？如果是的，那具体怎样去逃避，会有用吗？

绝望的生活总是千篇一律，千篇一律得不值一提

就好像失忆一般，春日野悠最终不知道是怎样回到了他的祖国——回到日本国，留下了入学社区大学打算考取宠物兽医专业的春日野穹在某个州，美国。

在留在日本国无薪实习了几个月过后，春日野悠却依然放不下心里面对于公平的追求这个执念，于是，最终，不甘心丢失当初回日本国时那几次改签和退票所损失机票钱的他，在同年(2020年)年末回到了美国

买机票和那好几次的反复取消改期当然麻烦无比，但真正重大的事情，才刚刚开始。

(未完待续)

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If the knife on the right hand is crooked or slipped when removing the fat from the surface of a frozen chicken block, a cut will be added to the left hand: the depth of the cut is related to the force and direction of the crooked cut when it was accidentally made.

If the bamboo skewer held by the right hand is skewed when skewing raw meat, a hole will immediately appear in the palm of the left hand: the depth of the hole is related to the amount of force used when the skewed skewer was skewed and whether the force was collected in time.

If the thumb of the right hand is too close to the scraper when pushing the shredded carrot, what comes out is not just a strip of "veggies": but if the angle between the carrot held by the right hand and the scraper is not small enough, the result may be a slightly poor taste of carrot and a scolding from the boss behind, or a homelessness that night (after After a few days of learning about the Chinese restaurant community, which is made up of people from mainland China, the employees never get a receipt from their bosses - in other words, when the police come to the scene for "eviction", the employees of the Chinese community at the bottom of the hierarchy are not given a receipt for the rented room. In other words, when the police arrived at the scene for a "rental eviction," the employees of the Chinese community at the bottom had no evidence to prove that they "rented a bed here.")

... ...

When a piece of meat is placed in a frying pan too far above the surface of the oil, the oil will splash and the burned hand will lead to reduced work capacity/decreased work capacity will be the reason for "zero-day firing" by the boss.

Similarly, if the distance is too close, the fingers will be in direct contact with the hot oil.

... ...

What is desperation when you are born as a human being?

... ...

Kasugano Haruka doesn't know if Sora, who works as a waiter in the lobby, is suffering from the same thing as he is, but he feels that he has lost a little bit of hope in life - it was during the winter break of '18 when he was still studying at Tokyo Vocational and Technical College in Tokyo, Japan. Something happened in high school that caused him to fail to score well enough on the SAT - or to understand what he was being taught in high school (perhaps because his classmates were at the top of their class, so he didn't always understand what they were saying in class). -Although he is working in the back kitchen of a Chinese restaurant, he does not understand the importance of "hope", just as he did not understand it in high school.

Haruka's major is "Mechanical Engineering", or rather "Automotive Inspection and Maintenance" under the department of "Mechanical Engineering"; Sora is studying in the same college as him, the department is the "Department of Agricultural Technology" in this comprehensive college, the major is "Animal Husbandry and Veterinary Medicine", the same score requirement is slightly lower than the "Pet Veterinary Medicine" major in the undergraduate program

Haruka doesn't know where Sora's classmates went after graduation, but he knows that most of his classmates went to the official "4s" after-sales service stores that had a "referral contract" with their majors: Volkswagen, even Volvo...

... ...

Day after day, the disappointment gradually turned into despair.

And time, in the blink of an eye, came a few months later, in February of 2020

(To be continued)...

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要是在移除冷冻鸡肉块表面的肥肉时右手的菜刀歪了、滑了，此时左手就会添上一道刀伤：伤口的深浅与不小心切歪时的力度与方向有关；

要是在串烤串生肉的时候右手握住的竹签捅歪了，此刻左手手掌心就会立刻多出一个孔洞：孔洞的深浅与手滑捅歪时的用力大小及有没有及时收力有关；

要是在推胡萝卜丝的时候右手拇指离刮丝板太近，此时推出来的就不只是条状的“素菜”了：但如果被右手所握住的胡萝卜条与刮丝板间的夹角不够小，换来的可能就是略差的胡萝卜口感和背后老板的斥骂，或者是当天晚上的无家可归(经过几天的了解，春日野悠才发现在由从中国大陆来的这些人所组成的中餐馆华人圈里面，雇员从来就得不到老板开具的租房收据——换句话说，当假设警察因“租房驱逐”到来现场时，这些底层华人圈的雇员们是没有证据证明“自己在这儿租了一个床位的”)

... ...

当放进油锅里面的肉块于高于油面太多的距离被投放时，油会溅起，烫伤了的手就会导致工作能力下降/下降的工作能力就会成为被老板“零日开除”的缘由

同理，距离太近，手指就会直接与滚烫的油相接触

... ...

生而为人，何为绝望？

... ...

春日野悠不知道在大堂里面当服务员(企台)的穹是否和他一样在忍受着什么，但他却感觉，有点失去了对生活的希望——那是源于18年寒假，那时的他还在日本国东京都就读一所位于市中区的东京职业技术学院，一些发生在高中的事情使他在SAT考试里面没有获得足够的分数—或者说在高中就没有学懂——虽然此刻正在中餐馆后厨打杂的他，还不明白“希望”的重要性，就像高中时候的他也不明白一样

悠就读的专业是“机械工程”，或者说是在“机械工程”系别之下的“汽车检测与维修”专业；穹与他就读于同一所院校，系别是这所综合性大专里面的“农业技术系”，专业是“畜牧兽医”，同样分数要求略低于本科里面的“宠物兽医”专业

悠不知道穹的同班同学在毕业后去了哪儿，但他知道他的同班同学在毕业后，大部分都去了与他们就读专业签订了“推荐合同”的4s店(大众，甚至沃尔沃..)

... ...

日复一日的失望，逐渐变成了绝望，

而时间，转眼间来到了几个月后，2020年的2月份

(未完待续)...

《Parallel Universe1》

How old have you been since you started to have memories?

Have you been satisfied with what has happened to you since you started to remember?

If disappointment has gripped your heart, if you are dissatisfied with reality - do you long to have a "hope"?

Parallel Universe was inspired by the concept of "unrealistic hope" as described in The True Believer - Thoughts on the Nature of Mass Movements.

Game theory originates from economics, and the theoretical basis of economics is based on the condition of "rational man", so the breaking point of the prisoner's dilemma may be that it can only trap rational man: it is like a group of people may be controlled by a person with a pistol, but if it is a group of zombies, I think this group of zombies will not be controlled by just a pistol.

At the same time, one's own life is not infinite, but if one "transfers" the meaning of one's life to another cause that meets one's own value, at least in my opinion, one's life will be more valuable.

So "unrealistic hope" can lead to "longer life".

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Main characters: Kasugano Haruka, Kasugano Sora

Place where the story begins: United States of America

Time: The end of 2019 calendar year

The crowded cabin seats were filled with passengers departing from Japan to California, and in the dim light after the plane had leveled off, the two young figures were hard to notice.

At this moment, Kasugano Sora, who was slightly tired in the left seat, stretched out, but the crowded legroom environment in economy class made it difficult to do so.

"Haru," Kasugano Sora murmured, her right hand held by Kasugano Haruka at the moment, exerting a little force.

"In fact, I am also worried that the next days will not be as comfortable as our previous days in Japan," Kasugano Sora whispered.

Kasugano Sora did not answer, but put her left hand over Kasugano Haruka's right hand, but her gaze was more determined and caring.

...

The next events are nothing but entering customs, transferring, and then starting, worrying about making a living.

Trivial things are not worth mentioning, but there are always those events that are not fair in origin

----- A few days later -------

Fortunately, the siblings contacted a restaurant owner from China, Chinese restaurants include food and accommodation, so he (she) two temporarily do not have to worry about no place to live

But for some well-known reasons, the two siblings in the days after the jet lag began to work, just feel tired as hell

《平行宇宙1》

你从几岁开始记事？

从开始记事以来，发生在你身上的一切你又是否满意？

如果失望笼罩在了你的心头、如果你对现实不满——你，是否渴望一个“希望”？

《平行宇宙》的编写灵感，源于《狂热分子—群众运动圣经》一书里对于“务虚的希望”这一概念的描述：

博弈论源于经济学，而经济学的理论基础，是建立在“理性人”这个条件之下的，那么，囚徒困境的突破点，也许就在于其只能困住理性人：就好比一群人也许会被一个拿着手枪的人所控制住，但如若换成一群丧尸，我想这群丧尸是不会仅仅被这把手枪所控制住的

同时，一个人其自身的生命并不是无限的，但如果这个人将其生命的意义“Transfer”到另一件符合其自身价值认同的事业上去时，至少依我看，这个人的生命会更有价值

所以“务虚的希望”就能带来“更长的生命”。

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主人公：Kasugano Haruka、Kasugano Sora

故事开始的地方：美利坚合众国

时间：公历2019年年底

拥挤的机舱座位上坐满了自日本国出发前往美国加州的乘客，在飞机已平飞后那昏暗的灯光下，两个幼小的身影很难被人所注意到

此刻，左侧座位上略感疲乏的春日野穹伸了个懒腰，但经济舱拥挤的腿部空间环境使得这个动作难以被达成

“Haru”，春日野穹低声呢喃了一句，此刻她被春日野悠握住的右手，微微用了点力

“其实我也担心接下来的日子不会有我们以前在日本国那时那样舒坦的”春日野悠低声说道

春日野穹没有回答，只是将左手放过来，缓缓盖住了春日野悠握着她右手的左手，但她的目光中，却多了一份坚定与关怀

...

接下来的事件无非就是入海关、转机，然后开始，为生计发愁。

琐事不值一提，但总有那么一些事件，是不公平的起源

-----几天过后-------

庆幸的是，兄妹俩联系上了一个来自中国的餐馆老板，中餐馆包吃包住，所以他(她)俩暂时不用担心没地方住了

但出于一些众所周知的原因，兄妹俩在倒完时差开始工作的这几天，只感觉累得要死

喜欢ESL、武术，或者太懒不想去教堂的朋友可以看看

此篇文章的历史版本在这儿，之前的那个视觉效果不佳，外加其中的部分内容也已过期，所以，我在存档后更新了下此博文

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说来惭愧，鄙人昨天下午本打算去某个MAGA马伽术健身房逛逛，拓宽自己的朋友关系，但可惜当俺骑自行车抵达时，才发现自己如果去参加了，可能就没有足够体力回家了

于是后来就灰溜溜地没有进去，在门外逗留了一会儿过后骑车往回返了(在返程的半路依然坚持不住，花钱买票赶了个公交车)

我虽然有一辆电瓶车，但是它的续航只有20千米，6安时36伏output的电瓶

而我居住的地方离市中心的灰狗汽车站有大概30千米或以上的距离(看走哪一条路)

所以大部分情况下它的续航都不够

不过还好，俺会写博客(丢人,其实写得超烂的好吧?..)

哎，不管写得咋样啦，总之俺打算先试试利用这个博客看能不能起到一些辅助的左右

下面我先谈谈“武术”吧

首先，大部分陆地上的体育运动(即游泳除外)，都会涉及到一个技巧，也就是“发力配合呼吸”:简单来说，也就是在每次发力(肌肉群收缩)的时候调整呼吸，用呼气配合发力，然后在没有发力的时候吸气

当然，这个技巧需要根据不同的运动项目来做不同的调整，比如跑步时的“二吸一呼法”，骑自行车上坡坡度太大时的双手握(勾)住车把手用往回拉的技巧来发出比身体所受引力更大的力(此时同样需要发力配合呼吸,所以特举这个例子)

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这篇博文是个总纲，具体的发展方向我会在未来对它进行一些调整，不过现在看来它的生命周期会长于以前那些烂尾的文章(小声透露一下,其实接下来的这段时间那篇和“翻译”“双语创作”有关的博文或许会被我更新:)    )